you look my way
and i freeze
no one else
gets me like you do
you're the only person
that has a key
to the one door
in these walls i've built
to you
i am an open door
you see right through me …
i'm gonna hafta face him again
and with that
i hafta face everything i've been running from
the thing is
i don't know
what i'm running from anymore
i just go
and it's stupid
but i've forgotten …
i've found out i'm really good
at running away
and avoiding people/problems;
conversations that i know will spill everything
i saw him today
but i had trouble looking at him
in the face
cause i kne…
i've been sittin here for the past 2 hours
tryin to figure out what the hell is wrong
i won't even like talk to my best friend right now
yes, he knows me better than i know myself
but
i'm shuttin him out …