one look
one smile
one word
and you have me
in the palm of your hand
what is this power
that you have
over me?
i will do
anything for you
but i can't act
out on my feelings
cause tha…
this fight
it won't stop
always there
never ceasing
and i don't think
that it will
not until i finally
chose to listen
to either my heart
or my head
not both
like i am today
my head, m…
my brain and my heart
are saying two
completly different things
my brain is saying to run
run away
never looking back
to let no one in
stay away from everyone
shut out the world
isolate myse…
lookin back at what i said last night
...damn, i sound really depressed
when really i'm not
or at least i don't think so
i mean i don't cut or think about suicide
or anything like that
life just gets t…